Friday, May 8, 2009

May and philosopy

I have just come home from the Mothersday parties I had at work today. They were absolutely awesome :) in one play I had to be the big bad wolf. Those who know me, you can decide wether I suit to be that, but well..
I started to think about friendship today. I dont even know where to start unrolling the thread of my mind. I know that there are people who all the time are searching for new people and new friends. Im not like that. I love my existing friends. I have some friends, who I have had for years and time is what makes the relationship strong. But some people keep anxiously looking for someone or something new. I dont know if they really know themselves what that something or who that someone is. And those people may say that they care for you and they love you but you see them constantly looking for more, something they probably cant explaine themselves. But how thats supposed to look in my eyes? It makes me feel that Im not all that that I thought I was. And that keeps cracking the trust I have for those people. And what comes to relations..I dont like when the candle is being burnt from the both ends.
I like my pilosophy on having people around me. I accept what life brings me. If life and God has decided to send someone my way, it means theres a purpose for all this. I believe that we all have our purpose in life, a mission. We have that purpose about our own life and we also serve a purpose in other peoples lives. Sometimes serving that purpose is short-term, sometimes its lifelong. But we never know. So I accept all those people who are sent into my life as friends and also as enemies. They all have a purpose. And thats why I dont spend my time deliberately looking for people to be in my life. If they happen to come, then thats how its ment to be.
What do you think dear Void?

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