These are the lines of one song that I really like. And I have made quite many conclusions about my situations in life through music. I think I will always relate my life with music and songs.
I have rediscovered few artists from my past and it feels really invigorating to listen the messages in these songs again and think back what it used to mean to me back then and what associations it brings right now, right this very moment. And then compare how the way I think and the way I feel have changed over the time.
I believe that the life is constant growth. And I have been growing (sometimes I have been forced to grow) in these past few years a lot. Sometimes I feel that I have become totally different person. And that makes me sad at times.
I met one good friend of mine a week ago. We sat down in The Godfathers and had a latte and tried to remember when was the last time we sat and talked like this. And then it came out that it was 1,5 years ago. Both of us were in awe..of how time can fly so fast. I told him aswell that I think that I have changed alot but he said that I havent changed that much. That Im still me. The same person he got to know all those years ago. Maybe not that naive anymore and much more grownup, but still me.
I went to cinema today with Him. It was great but in a way still confusing. At times I got these flashbacks in his behaviour of how He used to be when we were still happy and living in Ireland. I hope it continues to go better. And Im gonna give him some choices and ultimatums when we meet next time on tuesday.
One new discovery I have made is a group named Gaelic Storm. They are US based, but they have this irish twist in their music. I guess that just shows how much I miss Ireland.
P.S And what comes to having fears..I want to believe that Im managing to let go of mine..and let some air into my mind and soul and release all the heaviness and see that theres actually nothing to be afraid of when you have people around you who love you to bits.
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