Old but still childish...

Cant help feeling that I did something of that kind. And in addition, maybe I was a bit rude. Maybe it was his defence mechanism that sprang to work because of what I said. I will never know.
Theres certain type of people who I just dont get. I never know wether they are genuine or just giving me plain bs. And thats exactly how its with him. Im still not good detecting if hes talk comes straight from the heart or if its all a big pretend.
I talked with one of my good friend who came over on Sunday that I have the problem of thinking that all people should be like me. Think like me, meaning that they should have same values and same codes of conduct as I do. And in nowadays world, its hardly the case. I feel sometimes that Im alone in this. I dont really know why my way of thinking of what is right is so different from the others.
And the main difference between me and him is that I dont play with people. So I guess its like a "crusade" for me to show him that what he does is wrong. Last night I was already in bed and I was thinking. When I lay in my bed before I sleep, I like to talk out loud, to make my thoughts more "visible", if you may. And I was thinking that who am I to tell him how to live his life. Im nobody in that matter. Im no judge, Im no jury. And so I have no reason to be rude no matter what he does, no matter that he did hurt me in the past.
And thus I eliminated him from my life. I just drew a line for myself. Im not going to be a "lone ranger" and fight for justice when its not even needed, when all the problems may just be in my head and stuck in the way I think about the world and relationships. I dont want to be rude to people even though sometimes it may seem other way round. So I removed him from my life because I know very well that my "ranger" can raise its head when I still have him around.