Early summer

Yes, dear Void, the early summer is here. It was 22 degrees yesterday, sunny and not a puff of a cloud in the sky. Its nice for a change, though I know it wouldnt stay like this. It gets cooler in the coming days. The first day it was hot, I thought to myself: YAY!! finally its warm, exactly like I have wished during the past couple of months. And when it was time for me to go home that day, I stepped out...indeed it was warm. And I wasnt really properly dressed so soon it wasnt warm, it was hot. And then I got flashbacks of the moments in summer that I absolutely hate - not a whiff of wind, sun blazing, sweating and the fact that you cant do anything about it...sweating, I mean.
And here you see, you get a look at a typical human being (not to say estonian) when nothing is ever good. When it rains, we want sun. When its sunny, we want shade. But to be honest, I am dreading the midsummer a bit because of the talk of it being as it was last year - 35 degrees throughout the july and august.

I wanted to say that its silence before the storm at work. Meaning that next week my Mothersday craze starts. But its not really silence. I can already see teachers getting nervous and that starts to get me nervous and worried. I have tried to keep my cool but its not easy if you see people around you getting into their panic-mode..
And besides that, I have a feeling that some of my colleagues dont really like me, I really dont know why.

I listened to some old favourites of mine, that I used to listen years ago. It brought back some of the old Me and to be honest, it was refreshing. I should do that more often.