Surreal reality

My Dear Void. You have no idea what happened to me yesterday. I still feel little funny about it.

I had just finished a long call with my mum when my phone rang 10 minutes later. I thought to myself that oh, she must have forgotten something but it wasnt her. It was him, who I had eliminated from my life few months ago (and it wasnt the first time), I thought I was seeing wrong, seeing his name pop up on the screen of my phone.

We talked. We talked for quite some time. About painful things in the past and he actually appologized for being an asshole. That was a surprise. First of all because of this " Im sorry that I was a complete asshole"-thing and for the fact that he called me because I remember how we parted ways all those months ago. With a big bang, big argument, as usual, him saying that he thinks we shouldnt talk at all anymore and me, as a response, deleting him from everywhere (but my phone, obviously).

And I didnt sleep well last night, I didnt see him in my dreams, but they were really scattered and my throat hurt so bad that every time I made the swallowing motion, I was in serious pain and I kept waking up. I will call a doctor today and get an appointment.

But back to him. It feels really weird, because I managed to get by without him in my life, I already got used to it and now here he comes, kicks the door open with appologies and a big smile and probably expects everything to be the same how they were when we parted ways...