Dear Void, something happened to me. Something that hasnt happened for years. I saw something in my dreams and I woke up crying. Even now when I think about it, tears are rolling down my cheeks.
I saw my children and my colleagues that I left behind. I saw that I was back there, just for a visit though, and they all were so happy to see me. I miss them alot. I love them alot. And I do think about them a lot, especially when the new kindergarten-year is starting.
I woke up, it was before 6 am and I opened my computer and wrote one of my colleagues and kids an email. That made me feel little better, little lighter in my heart, but that doesnt really stop the tears.
And you know, when you were a kid and you had night-terrors, you could be sure of your mom coming your bedside and cuddling you and stroking your hair til you fell back to sleep. But now, its just me. Nobody else here.
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