To be honest my Dear Void, I was little bit afraid of the Christmas. And simply because I am alone here. Im not really ALONE but Im without my family which makes me sad and makes me feel lonely. I have been around my family every Christmas as long as I remember and this year it was completely different. But weirdly enough, the Christmas passed without sorrow and sadness ( I had a moment there when I was on a videocall with my mom and dad but that was about it).
I was working throughout the Christmas, both Christmas Eve and Christmas Day. I had expected these days to be really hectic but they werent! Everything was a smooth sailing for me (almost exept when I dropped empty bowls in the diningroom full of people on Christmas Day).
And you might wonder why I put that song here. Its because I had an early start on Christmas Day, 8am, getting the restaurant ready, moving the furniture around, putting up tables and all that and somebody put on some Christmas music and this song came on and that made me laugh. And that set me at ease and set the tone for the day.
I came back from work, sat in the bed with my nibbles and munchies, I had some camembert cheese with pears and grapes, some cake and sparkling juice. I sat here, watched Christmas Carol, feeling content and feeling peace in my heart.
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