Dear Void, today is my 29th birthday. I cannot believe my quiet conversations with you began already more than 5 years ago. Time goes by so fast, doesnt it?
Actually I was still at work yesterday when the clock striked midnight and when I walked out the door, there was white frost on the ground. And I have always, since I was a child already,wished for snow to be on the ground for my birthday. And against all odds, it happened and Im happy about that.
One thing Im not happy about is that I dont have internet at home. You might ask that how am I posting this blog entry. Well, to tell the whole story: when I came here in July, my friend (who Im sadly not talking to anymore) got me the internet stick. I came home last evening and the normal internet was gone and this morning I ran downstairs to inform my flatmates that the router isnt working. And he just said that he will look at it when he comes home in the evening. I dont know why this always happens on my birthday, same thing happened a year ago when I was still living in Estonia in my little apartment.
So I will just use that internet stick, which my friend didnt cancel just for today for the birthday-purposes.
So here I am, sitting in my bed, still in my pajamas wishing me happy birthday. I miss my family the most in these moments but I try not to be sad even though I cried a little when I watched their skype video they made me. We have the tradition of singing the birthday-kid up in the morning with one specific song and they made me a video of it. And I can honestly say that being alone on your birthday sucks but what can I do. I hope the next ones will be different.
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