Its almost a week from my last post that I did here. Things have changed around here, mostly positive. He is back with me and he has dumped Her. I dont know if I can describe this feeling "happy", because we still have some issues to work on and what we need to solve and I surely have many questions left (maybe those questions are that kind of let-me-torture-myself-some-more questions, but I honestly prefer knowing to not knowing) but I definately feel huge relief that now the way is clear for us to work out our things. And about these questions..Im not actually sure how should I ask them. I tried this already yesterday...but then He said that why you want to hurt yourself..but I feel that I would be better if I knew for sure...at least i wouldnt have all those questions in my heart and mind....
And tomorrow is our second Christmas together, first one in Estonia, with all my family. And its gonna be a snowy Christmas. And all the people who dont have that, well, eat your heart out! :P
Naah..Im not meanie, but Im truly happy to spend this family-holiday with my family, the ones I love the most.
Though in a way I miss Ireland, where we spent out first Christmas together. There was something magical about Christmas in Ireland. Not in general, but the people were in a way different about it. I remember all the nice people I met in Ireland. So heres the good chance to send best holiday wishes to all the nice folks in Shanagolden, County Limerick! :)
But if you want to get a hint of what I mean with this magic in Christmas then listen to my all time favourite Christmas song:)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ev94MQ9KQUs
There are lyrics aswell, so feel free to sing along:) Merry Christmas!
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