I really dont know how its possible that all my trust and self-confidence can shatter in a moment. Small things can break it and Im back being the stupid, suspecting and pathetic me.
I need to be loved. I need to be shown that Im loved. I need it so badly...I dont know what should I do with myself....I just feel down and tired of the feeling that I need to deserve that love. I know I deserve to be loved.
I miss company, I miss talking and actually sharing my life with someone...I wih things could go back as they were...but if it goes, it takes time before things could be the same...
I have some free time in the coming few weeks. I feel like I need to do something, to break free from this still-life...but I dont know how...
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