Looking over the fence...

Today is mothersday here and once again I feel bloated of all the food and everything.
Yes, Im looking over the fence to my neighbours yard. Just a figure of speech, you all know it. The grass is always greener in your neighbours yard. I used to say it all the time. Now I keep doing it myself and I cant seem to get rid of that.
He asked me today that what do I want him to do for things to go better. And I honestly answered that I dont know. I dont have a clue. First of all, I dont know for sure whats wrong with me in the first place. Maybe theres just too much going on in my life at the moment that its better to wait til I actually manage to finish some things and then I see if I start to see the bigger picture. Lets hope I will.
Good night to you, my dear Void.