As usual.

The morning has been absolutely amazing. I stepped out of my home, I felt kind of dizzy, you know the feeling like you are still dreaming and walking around with eyes still full of sleep. The sun was shining in the clear blue sky, birds were singing and cool air brushed my cheeks. Sunlight was glistening on the puddles and I just felt such peace. As crazy as it may sound, I like to walk around alone and have conversations in my head:D I mean that I walk and theres noone around me, sometimes I sing almost silently and sometimes I talk with someone whos not actually there with me but I wish they would be so I tell them all those things I would want to say to them. And believe it or not, it clears my head so well. I get so many things straight inside and such clarity.Few days ago I thought about whats my purpose in life and I wrote some of my thoughts here too. Maybe its weird or even wrong to seek purpose in every person whos in your life. But at least for now and for me, it makes things easier and it works, it really works for me. Even all the people who want to harm me, like Her, theres a purpose. I dont see That purpose fully yet, but its slowly coming.
And I also talked about friendship. As I have stated here before, I dont believe in true friendship between man and woman. It can only happen if one of them is gay or either they already had a history together and the breakup has been peaceful, meaning that they both equally agree that this wasnt working. And on cases where theres no sexual attraction what so ever(believe it or not, you just dont have it with some people and thats it). On all the other cases when you think that you can be friends with opposite sex, FORGET IT. Its not going to work. Believe me, I know what Im talking about. And about myself, all my male friends fall under those categories I just stated. On other cases, theres always an attraction and possibilities for friendship to develope into something else. So people should not give eachother crap about how they just want to find new friends from opposite sex. This is way too slippery way, believe me :D
P.S. my sis told me yesterday that people who see dreams in colour (not retro black and white:P) are creative and emotional people. What do you think dear Void?