I believe in the sun even when it's not shining. I believe in love even when not feeling it. I believe in God even when He is silent.

Sun is there....I remember a song that had the line saying that above the clouds, theres always sunshine. And that can be said about life aswell. Everybody say that you have to survive through the tough times to see the sunshine again. Doesnt it sound familiar? It does. And I try my best to believe it.
But at times its very hard to believe in love when you dont feel it. Its not much help when you hear the words, stating that love...you need to feel it...not just hear. And I hear it more than I have actually seen it proven lately. And that is sad...because more than anything I need to see proof of its existance...because I have reached the state in my life where I need to be able to "touch" things to make sure they are real..
And God can never really be silent. We just need to open our ears and learn to listen, not just talk all the time. Humans are difficult creatures. They only want to receive, not give and they talk more than they listen. And the ability of listening, that is not something that comes naturally, you need to learn how to listen. And its harder than it looks at first...
Sometimes I feel that Im all alone, left without anything to hold on to. And this is not true. God is always there for me and I have got so much support and strenght from Him than you can ever imagine. I just sometimes wonder what are the right things to pray for. But during this last year of difficult time, I think I have it figured out..
Its all about this saying: If you love someone, set them free. If they come back, they're yours. If they dont, they never were.