My dear Void.
Today is my birthday. And today is also
a day with no internet whatsoever. So here I am, typing this all as a
normal text file so I can copy-paste it when I get my precious
internet back (stress on the word „precious“. Those who havent
watched LOTR, then just nevermind). And hopefully that happens
tomorrow. Atleast tomorrow someone from the internet company should
come and fix my calamity here.
Enough about internet. Today is my
birthday. Today is soon over too, little over 3 hours is left of it.
Im officially..I dont know if I should even say how old I am anymore,
the numbers are growing so quickly. Fair enough, Im 28 now.
I had a lovely birthday at work, I got
a card, kids sang to me, hugged me, wished me happy birthday and they
all said how pretty I was. Yay for that! I also had a little
sit-together with my colleagues over some lovely salted salmon
sandwiches, fruit, oatmeal cookies and coffee, all made by me expect
fruit (because I never planted those apples or bananas) and of course
coffee.
And after work my family came over for
dinner,which they brought with them since they didnt want me to worry
about anything. My fridge is almost empty nowadays to prevent me from
binge-eating. Though now when I look at the mountain of chocolate
boxes on my kitchen table...NO! Just kidding. (I almost wrote just
kissing, I wish I had that). I dont really feel so hungry or tempted
to stuff my face. I have been working hard on myself. Building the
character. Lets see how quickly it falls into pieces when I encounter
my next emotional hurdle of my life. Just „kissing“ again.
Theres really no drama in my life. And
I love it. People bringing the drama, please, stay away or when
coming to see me, just leave your drama behind the door where you can
grab it when you leave.
I got gifts. But as I get older, those
gifts dont really matter as much as they used to. I just enjoy being
around people who love me. Not just love me but love me no matter
what.
Thank you.
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