Sunny people, welcome!

Yes, my Dear Void. All sunny people who bring joy, light and laughter in my life, you are very welcome. I never get enough of these kind of people who can light up the room with just their presence and a smile. I hope someone finds me to be that kind of person aswell.

I havent written here over a week, it has been a tough one. Not really because I moved my whole life back to my parents home but because I had loads of birthdays and its really heavy, on the stomach mostly since I just cannot say no to something delicious.

I wanted to write here because I witnessed a scene in my local supermarket the other day. I was there at the tills and the cashier had just announced that the cash registers belt is broken. So she gave me the sign that tells people to go to the other till so I would put it after my goods. We managed somehow and just as I was paying for my things and the cashier prepared to switch the tills one man came up and started yelling at her. Blamed her for the lack of cashiers, broken belt, absent managers, bad rota for the cashiers. It was a miracle he didnt blame her for the spring floods we have here.

And seeing all that and feeling bad for just standing there, I started wondering about why people are so angry. Why indeed? Why people gather so much negativity inside and release it to random people? Honestly speaking, I dont remember the last time I was that angry that I was about to burst. I guess Im not an angry person or I just find healthy ways of venting. Maybe thats what Im doing here now and venting on you my Dear Void. How many negativity there is around us and how many people carry it around as a daily burden never to be released from it...

Havent you noticed how some people only bring negative emotions? When you talk with them or even see their name, you get this feel of anguish flushing over you. And when they leave, even if only for a short time to be returned again later, you feel like a burden has been lifted from your shoulders. Maybe its because some people are so overpowering, strong and they transfer their own emotions to you easily. Maybe some people are more receptive then others.
I have had people like this in my past who have kept me in their icy grip, who make me feel trapped, frustrated and lost. But I try to avoid it at all costs because its a waste of me. I read a good quote the other day: its not important how many years you live but how much life is in your years.

But all sunny people, bring it on, bring your light and positive vibes, its all very welcome!