So the new year is here. year 2009. I truly hope this year will be a new start for me and Him. Im giving my best to have the trust and I do trust him. And I love him the most in the world. I didnt know that its even possible to love someone like this.. I told him that I do trust him but I dont trust Her one bit. But I try to cope..and get over my fears. And I try to find my peace of mind that I once had. Though I have no idea where should I seek it.
I feel mentally unstabile, I dont know whats happened to me, I can burst into tears, not knowing why....
Listen to Nina Simone "For a while"..its a great song. Its not about my situation at all, but I kind of relate to it at the moment.
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