Im waiting again. This time Im waiting for Him to find himself and find out what he wants from life. Is it going to be me or her. And as I have previously stated here on this blog, I absolutely hate waiting.
I understand that he needs to take some time off from work and not see me or her. Well, this is going to be difficult because they work together.
I just dont know what to think. I wonder what has bigger value in his eyes, 1, 5 months with her or 2 years of being together and married with me. I really dont know. We talked about things last evening and He said that he doesnt want to let either of us go. But He cant keep us both. He has to make a choice for good. I said him that in life, maybe thats the first really tough decision that you have to make but life is full of them and you cant keep running away from them. And life is all about making compromises. You just cant have it all. He was really sad yesterday. You might not believe it, but I understand him, that he has feelings for both of us.
I just told him that think ahead. Think about the future, not just about the present moment. And to think through all the aspects before you make your final decision.
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