Swansea

Just to explaine... no, Im not in  Swansea nor have I ever been there.
I came across a page where you can watch manymany different documentaries online and most of my yesterday went by watching several ones. Lost civilizations, gangsters and so on. Today I watched a documentary about christmas carols and their origins and little while ago I stumbled on a documentary about Swansea youth drug problems. I have watched about half of it now and I feel sick to my stomach.
Its a big cold smack of reality how some people are living. Its nowhere near my reality. I have never battled anything like this in my life...I can say that those things dont really exist in my life and in my reality. So far it has seemed as something thats really far from my life. It feels like something out of a parallel universe that exists next to mine without ever crossing ways.
Thats why it seems so shocking to see how some people, young people actually live. From one dose to the next. And these are still young people with aspirations and dreams. While many of them have been pulled into this deep hole by their own junkie-parents.
I dont really know how to pour all what Im feeling right now into words. This whole thing just sickens me.
I wish I could end this all on a lighter note. But there really isnt any at the moment. Not in this situation.