I sent a blessing to one of my old friends the other day not really expecting anything but low and behold, he answered. We had a nice conversation via whatsapp and he asked me one thing that I have been asking myself a lot lately. Have you written anything new in your blog? I answered him that I haven't but this really got me thinking about the reasons why I haven't been writing. Because God knows I need to, for the lack of the better word, vent.
I feel there are so much emotional buildup inside me and I catch myself feeling so angry at times at the smallest of things. Even the little things seem to annoy me to the max.
So today I opened my blog and noticed that my last post is from the year 2015. I had no idea that it has been so long. I took my time, opened my posts from the very beginning and read it all out loud to myself. Several tissues and an hour later I reached my most recent post. A post of apologies and and outlook to a brighter and more sorted-out future.
And here I sit, 2 years later, with very different circumstances and very different life. It sort of feels that my life, just as this blog from the very beginning, has been coming to a full circle. Nearly 10 years later I'm back where I started.
And I know, my Dear Void, I always state that it's been a while since I wrote here but it really has been this time. 2 years too long.
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